Staying alive!

I just want to be alone but not lonely. I think the day that happens, I am ready.

Random

Nutella is my friend, nutella is my friend...

I'm so tired! Been working so hard and still work done isn't too much.... sighs..

I want to be around familiar people, loved ones. I miss the closeness....

This one thing I think about before I sleep.

What is love?



In Church on Sunday, the priest spoke of love. What is love? How can we quantify this "love"?



There isn't a correct answer to the questions listed above and it shouldn't come as a surprise. In fact, there are many questions that don't have answers. Back to the topic. Both the questions are intertwined if you think about it.



Love is a feeling...is it? A chemical reaction in the body, brain? Could it be something we make up to fill the void? We all know that there is this void that can only be filled with love. Right... Or do we just think it is love that would fill it?



Everyone has a different idea of what love is. For example, someone who is materialistic, would quantify love in terms of, well.. material things. Others will quantify by action, behaviour, gestures and so on. Get my drift? Or, is love defined by what we see on the big screens?Passionate and casual. Certainly not I hope. So I think everyone knows what I'm talking about and has knowledge and more of what I'm talking about. However, when you think about it, you can't be classified under one category. If someone bought something for you, it is a gesture of love with material. We can keep on going. Its just how we prefer to experience love.

OMG

I'm so bloody tired of the heater. =( It is switched on by my bloody housemate 24hrs. The one time I'm home I switch it off and they can't accomodate me. Should they anyway??? I think if they had the heater switch on the whole day, it should be switched off at some point in time. It is so cooling now... They are so retarded.

I don't like confrontation. I just wish they could see how silly they are being now. It was 26 degrees the other day and they had the AC on at 23 degrees heater. Now I think that is so bad man. So ridiculous!

So little time

This semester is flying by so fast. It is already week 6. Imagine, just 6 more times of the previous week's shit, and my 2nd semester and my 1st year will be done. Then, just one more year to go for my degree and I can take over the world.... What a plan. If I can't take over the world (unlikely), I would like to change it... =)

Ok enough trash talking, where's the chocolate?!

I WANT THREADLESS TSHIRTS!

If you're reading this

GIVE ME A HEY, GIVE ME A HO
GIVE ME A HELLO!

Life is hard

I'm going to make a list of "dos". A positive list. To follow and live my life by. We need to get on track with school and personal life. I need to be more mindful of people's feelings.

Hunger

Do you think hunger is a state of mind? If you think about food, you're hungry.. Of course it doesn't apply to just after eating. If you think you're getting sick, you probably will. Haven't we experienced this a few times in out life. There is some type of mental explanation to this. I know because someone once told me.

So...if i think i'm hungry, am I REALLY HUNGRY?! damn it! I need food now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

=)

The birds and the bees

I wish life were that easy. The birds and the bees and honey and the trees..

MacDonalds is so bad for you!!! Stop eating it!

In Australia, apparently, the birds and the bees has an underlying meaning for sex.. I mean it as just chilling...

Its been ages since I wrote

I've moved into my new home!!! This is great. Closer to school... I have a house mate who's grandmother stays with her... So irritating. I wish the GM would move out soon.. She's here for a month... They are in the next room beside me. Arghh... Other than that, everyone else is nice.

Hey there...

So it has been a week that I'm already in Sydney. The apartment I moved in to has a cockroach problem. I suspect it is an infestation however, my housemate violently objects to this statement. She consider's it an insult to her saying that I mean her kitchen is dirty. My point is simply this, to have a roach problem does not mean your place is dirty. It just means that at some point in time, a couple of roaches got in, and bread. Nothing was done about it and they made a comfy little home in the back of her cabinets or wherever they call home in the kitchen. In the pass week, they have come into my room and tormented me; bathroom where I rushed showers and tried running into her room. Now an evil person would let it but, I'm trying to be nice. So sue me.

It has been alright to me so far. It could be worse.

So I'm in Sydney...

My new boots!!

Passed a Catholic church along the way. They are closed for a makeover and will open in March

The Sydney City... =) Very nice place.. easy to get lost and no it's bloody raining that it isn't funny anymore. =( The buildings are tall dark and... bold.

Sunday's Dinner

Don't be disturbed.. Please.. This was my dinner as prepared by me. Learning to prepare easy dishes. Easiest by far. This savoury dish is called Chicken Mango Salad. I will try to improve this dish but it tasted just so good I may not.

Lettuce, mango (SWEET), Cranberries, Sunflower seeds and spiced Chicken fillet. Ummm...

The New Year.....

Is it me or does it feel like just another day. I usually love the new year but this 2009 I don't think will be mine. It just does not feel like a good new year.

My mum's in Sweden, so it was just my dad, Charlene and myself left for dinner. Claudia was missing. So...